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Today I didn't feel well and decided to stay home. And just then, I found out my friend who has MDD had committed suicide by jumping off our school's 5th floor...
It hurts. Everybody shares the same pain although some don't even know who she is before it happened. And I cried. I cried, hugging the shirt pin she gave me 2 years ago (the only thing I have from her) close to my heart. I sang Sleep Song of Secret Garden for her and wished her peace. I sat on my bed, praying in silence.
Then at last, I was able to wipe my eyes clean.
And now... Now I just wonder. I wonder what she saw when she jumped off. They say she faced the sky when doing it. If it's true, then the color of the sky... Was it blue, or was it bloody red...?
It hurts. Everybody shares the same pain although some don't even know who she is before it happened. And I cried. I cried, hugging the shirt pin she gave me 2 years ago (the only thing I have from her) close to my heart. I sang Sleep Song of Secret Garden for her and wished her peace. I sat on my bed, praying in silence.
Then at last, I was able to wipe my eyes clean.
And now... Now I just wonder. I wonder what she saw when she jumped off. They say she faced the sky when doing it. If it's true, then the color of the sky... Was it blue, or was it bloody red...?
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Oh my god, I'm so sorry! I wish I could teleport there and give you a very long hug. I know how painful it can be to lose someone so suddenly, and while the "It'll all be great" is BS, it does get easier over time. It may never stop hurting all the way, but it will get better. If you need to talk more, my inbox is always open.